First, Rogue, I do not think you are narcissistic. Second, I have greatly appreciated your perspectives and the authentic way of expressing them. You are a delight to exchange ideas with! I appreciate you sharing about your sexual experience with a young Jesus lover. I know of many gay Christians who feel absolutely morbid about engaging in homoeroticism. I fully agree with you that it is important for me (and perhaps others) to understand if there is really a concept of sin, plus what constitutes it for myself. In my mentoring of gay Christians, I try to help them discern those very issues.
Blessings to you!