Hi, my new friend Sherryl. I can certainly relate to the confusion of the worthiness of the Christian bible (or any bible, for that matter), as well as the life of Jesus. Many people believe by faith; for others, it ain't happening. lol I love the meme you shared about Jesus hugging the rainbow sheep (not only is it funny, but it aligns with my beliefs). Have you heard of the "Universalist/Unitarian" church. It eschews church dogma, but just aims to love whoever attends the church. Continued best wishes to you on your journey -- I love you exactly as you are!